You are God alone, from before time began You are on your throne, you are God alone. And right now, in the good times and bad, You are on your throne, You are God alone.
You are God alone.
~daniel.
i wrote here ;D @ 5:46 AM
Saturday, September 11, 2010♠
As morning dawns and evening fades You inspire song of praise That rise from earth to touch Your heart and glorify Your Name
Jesus, in your name we pray Come and fill our hearts today And give us strength to live for You and glorify You name
Your name is a strong and mighty tower Your name is a shelter like no other Your name, let the nations sing it louder 'Cause nothing has the power to save But Your name
~daniel.
i wrote here ;D @ 7:23 AM
Wednesday, September 1, 2010♠
Good Plans
" 'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future' " - Jeremiah 29:11
A familiar passage - and if not yet, in time it will be. God has great plans for us! God's plans are perfect in their execution, timing and outcome.
Yet you fail an exam, your family fights at home, your pet hamster dies. Where are the plans promised?
Apart from the analogy of learning how to ride a bike (no bruises no cuts, no ridey bikey), I offer us another perspective:
As a p6 kid, I wanted to ace my exams and get to ACS(I). I scored 198 for my prelims, and things looked bleak. I worried my butt off and studied 8 hours everyday (which p6 kid does that!) and eventually did just enough to meet the 235 cut-off with my 240. Did I ace my PSLE? No. Did I get where I wanted to? Yup.
But that score also meant I was near the bottom of the bin of the entire cohort (or consortium as Nikole would put it) when I got into ACS(I). Itried to do well, and although I always got more than I deserved, it's usually a borderline, B4 average. I became a Christian in sec3; began serving in church as CH and faithfully went for service and cell even through exam periods. My studies stayed the same; in fact I was failing a few and dropped everything till I was left with 6, then eventually (after much scolding from my mom), 7 subjects. I thought God wanted to help me do well in my studies, so I could be a good testimony?
My L1R5s were ranging from 24 - 32 and was nothing near what I needed to get to a good JC. I worked my butt off again, and managed to nick a 20 for prelims (which was moderated down to [gasp!] 13) and subsequently a 12 for my O Levels. I got DSA offers from 3 top JCs, so my 12 points became irrelevant, but God wanted me to stay in ACS(I), which I didn't get a DSA offer for. So I took the DSA form from my school office and submitted it. ACS(I) rejected it, and I was posted to AJC. Eventually I appealed and really made it back to ACS(I). Did I do well enough to get to a good JC? No. The Bible showed how people who trusted in God easily overcame their challenges. Did it happen for me? Nope. Did I get into where I needed to go? Yup.
The next step was to plan for uni, and I knew for a long time this Sports Science and Management course was coming out in NTU. Being in ACS(I) doing IB didn't help, because the local universities still didn't know about IB and were asking for ridiculous marks; it was easier get to Harvard than it was to get to NUS. I wondered if God's plan was working out. Coupled with the news that only straight A students were getting into the course, I knew I needed to bulldoze my way to score big if I wanted to get where I wanted to. By this point I was serving as CH, in dance ministry, and in every IGNYTE or Trinity event that came up. Training was always ending at night, and I was quite choked. I put my head down and continued serving in church, came for service and cell through my exams, hoping God would really honor me. I scored pretty badly every test or exam, and was always among the bottom 3 or 4. I wondered if I was going to sweep the roads. I worked my butt off again, and got a respectable score - something like the scores I got for my PSLE and Os, but nothing like the straight As needed. I felt God agreed in me going for the SSM course, so I trusted, and only applied for one course and only one university, which is something no one else has ever done, not even straight A students. I submitted, along with my marks, my CCA record, which is actually quite solid, and placed all my hopes on it. But along with my CCA record, there needed to be a testimonial to be submitted for them to even consider these things. My teacher missed the deadline, my CCAs were voided and all that was left to be considered were my marks. I was called up for interview, meaning I just made it, but not quite there yet. 2 weeks later, I was accepted into the course. I found in the end they took 2 from maybe 30 interviewees. Did I ace all my IB exams? No. Was it a smooth ride into NTU? Not really. Did I get in? Yup.
All this while, was I stressed? Yup. Did I excel in everything I did? No. Until the big exams, everything looked like there was no good plan for my life at all - it looked like I was going to be sweeping roads. But in the end, did anything matter? Nope. I am where I am.
That's on hindsight, looking back over my shoulder - I'm glad I continued to serve, because all my study time was kinda irrelevant, though necessary. Especially the way I got into uni, I thought it must be God - look how progressively difficult it was for me at each juncture? It was training! It was a test of my faith at each transition, and at each test my faith grew stronger as I began to learn to trust in the Lord, more and more each time.
Am I saying we should throw away our studies? No. If you don't walk, God cannot, or rather, won't direct where your foot lands. Sitting on the best bike in the world isn't any good if you don't pedal. I'm saying trust in the good plans of your God. All that worry, all that anxiety and all that stress is now inconsequential - I see that now. I'm trying to get you to look at your worries, your anxieties and your stresses. Are these things causing you to make studies your whole world? Because if you are in God and God in you; then eventually they will become kinda irrelevant, though necessary. What was relevant for me in that period of time, were the lessons and experience I got from running, and the joy and love I drew from learning how to serve God and these things were given unto me in abundance from since I was sec3. What is relevant to you now, may not be relevant to you in the end. But what is relevant for you always, God knows. The other things, God will take care, and surrendering to God means you let go and let God. Not surrendering to God for me would mean dropping everything in church to concentrate on my studies during exams; which was logical. What is it for you? Have scoring As taken over your life?
The world spins
Round and round.
As do our lives,
In ways profound.
We're caught up in its complexities;
Struggling, drowning, in deepest seas.
We strive and toil till the sun has set,
To watch the night invite the second set.
We chase our dreams, glorious ones!
Or so it seems, till we are done.
For all that stress and all that worry,
For lack of rest and hearts so weary.
We enter into eternity -
Eager to play to make merry.
Only to stop to see
That all that's left for me -
Is a glorious chest;
Glorious... and empty.
i wrote here ;D @ 1:15 PM
Sunday, August 29, 2010♠
monopoly
daddy returned home one day
and his daughter, rachel ran up to him
and pulled him to the table to where the rest of the family was sitting
"daddy, daddy! let's play this new game i discovered!"
daddy soon realized that
rachel's newly discovered game was monopoly
and rachel gradually found that
daddy had played monopoly before
daddy bought property after property
built hotels after hotels
and soon had everyone bankrupt
the moment rachel's little doggie piece
fell into daddy's hotel-laden broadwalk
daddy jumped up
and did a victory dance around the table
the family wasn't impressed
and one by one,
each left the table to their rooms
leaving daddy to clean up after the game
as daddy counted all his money
and placed it all back into the box
he realized that all this didn't count
he found that he had won everything
in a game that didn't count
and in the process lost something
in a game that did
what counts for you?
-khing
i wrote here ;D @ 2:07 AM
Saturday, August 21, 2010♠
God is my hero~!
Okay i was really bored so i started to doodle.
heehee
Anyway, this week i suddenly faced a lot of friendship problems, they all just came at the beginning of the week and to add to that, i had to study for a mountain of tests and rush finish projects. Okay maybe it isn't that stressful, but for me it was. okay anyways so i began to question God, like why was this happening? why on this week? why did so many problems just come at once? I diddn't like ask God for help or anything, i just ignored everything. It got worse, i just wanted to like run away from everything but then God reminded me to turn to him in my struggles, he's the one i should turn to. And as i seeked Him, God really showed me the way out, he taught me what to do with everything.
God is the one i should turn to in my struggles, i shouldn't ignore them or run away from them but i should turn to God, knowing that nothing is impossible for him and he's always always going to be there for me, he's going to be there for you too.
He taught me what it meant to let him take control of everything, when we say "God is in control of my life" it means everything, not only the parts in church, its everything in your life, no matter how small it may be, it all counts! :D
God is my hero~
FAITH WAS HERE xD
haha i just realised my post is so weird (:
i wrote here ;D @ 9:36 AM
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ride bike
every kid wanting to learn how to ride a bike
must be prepared to take a fall
daddy knows that
so he lets kiddo get bruises and cuts
daddy knows that if he holds onto the bike
the kid can never experience the wind in his cheeks
and the thrill in his heart
when the kid grows up
he may look back on when he started learning to cycle
and draw lessons from that simple process
but in his daily work and all of life's affairs
he knows that at the end of the day
at the very end of the day
he never really needed to learn how to cycle
and wonders why he worried so much about it
i wrote here ;D @ 8:57 AM
Friday, August 20, 2010♠
Better Now than Later
For me, I take studies really seriously to a point that there was a period in my life that studies and grades were my life and only my life. I never failed a test or an exam in primary school, always scored Band 1s for everything especially english, 'cause it's my best subject.
So when I started secondary school, things started to go downhill in different aspects. Mainly academic which was like, horrible. The last thing I expected was my grades to be in the toilet. Literally, it stunk. It was waining till the last common test which was a few weeks ago.
I studied day and night for all the subjects except english and literature because it was my strong point so I kinda went easy on it. Which apparently backfired because I scored really great for all my subjects except english which i flunked badly. That was like a huge wake up call.
Initially I was stunned in a negative way. But after awhile, I thank God for letting me go through this. It may sound crazy but I mean, I'd rather fail a common test than End of Year Examination which can cause me to drop to N.A. Failing is never good but I doubt if I hadn't failed that english paper, I wouldn't have realize that I should never take anything for granted. Painful price for valuable lesson - worth it.
It's still not too late for me to work even harder for E.O.Ys. By God's grace, I pray that I will do well!
-Nikole
i wrote here ;D @ 9:14 AM
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